The mama & papa blog

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

2 more days I'll be home!

Just finish my mppl test, it was pretty hard but I guess can pass lah...
Just hope n pray!
Got back my media law n ethics assignment got a p + YAY! You guys must be wondering eh only pass so happy for wat... Ok think of it this way, at least I didn't fail... ok? Hahahaa with a pass i'm happy enough :)

Friday, May 27, 2005

Writer's block

My friend lindie asked me what happened to your blog? Why has it become so dull with all the depressing issues? Well here's my answer firstly, the recent break up is still fresh on my mind so obviously I blog to so call 'ease the pain.' Secondly I find that my english language is going down hill which is a mystery to me cos I seriously have got no idea what has happened. I do remember when there was this time when our lecture Nasha gave me that hd for the essay on wicca and published it on the online weekly issue. Talking about that I until today I couldn't get hold of her to get the website probably it has been erased :( Hmm I wonder where she went. Perhaps the blame goes to this damn unit that I have taken in TMC. Ever since that unit I find that I'm not as fluent as before and couldn't express my thoughts as well. I guess you call this writers block. Now even simple sentence, will end up as broken english in my hands. Can someone pls help me with this damn problem?

*Blame the sun the moon the star and the wine, blame anything but not myself!* Image hosted by Photobucket.com

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

My life doesn't stops here.

To those of you who have just broken up with ur bfs or have got personal problems here's a piece of advice from Denise Keller's blog "Never broadcast your personal problems" Firstly, for people whom don't know you well this provides them a gd chance to bitch about you. Secondly, they can't do anything to help your situation. So whats the point of telling them? Hahahaa well, it happened to me. A friend ask me hows my bf and I, so I said erm we broke up, the next thing I know half of our mutual friends started to bombard me with fucked up questions. So heres a lesson for me. Shut up.

I don't agree that beauty doesn't comes with brains. I protest against this fucked up moronic stereotype. I'm not the prettiest and not the brainest but I come in a package, i'm nice and does my own work. At least I don't fucking copy my essay like someone... :)

Sunday, May 22, 2005

this friend of mine

I'm pretty pissed at this friend of mine. He shows up at my door today asking for books and demand me to show him my assignment. As moronic as i can get i showed it to him. Serve me right for being so dumb. He later said he couldn't understand a word and laught at my assignment. I AM A MORON. I'm constantly irritated with myself, angry at everything that i do. Maybe that is the aftermath of a terrible break up.... I am too negative...

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

"When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us."

I'm just a whiny little bitch so ignore me if you want...

Have got the sudden urge to blog

My world is without colour, without taste, without smell, without feelings, without a soul. I'm wandering around in campus everyday feeling that people around me are devils just waiting for a perfect time to pound on me.

My heart left me. To this best friend of mine who left me, who promised to find me that 'someone', my heart left with you when you died, I wish I had never gotten it back so I wouldn't have to suffer from the heartache now.

Monday, May 16, 2005

Had to blog again cos I felt so fucking irritated with chocolate. Not cadbury chocolate that damn chocolate in my flat! Bloody lazy bitch, the rubbish bin overflowing with rubbish and recycle bin filled with empty bottles she is still able to walk ard the hse slamming door pretend didn't see anything. Stupid bitch pls go and empty the bins n recycle bins!!! The whole fucking flat is filthy like a bloody pig sty! Whos to blame you bloody dirty australians!

Rot-ina-ism

I am rotting in my room now laughing at Simpson's cartoon I wonder if theres a religion called rotinasim for people like me who has got nothing better to do and to rot in the library all day. Well this is wat I did. I went to the library at 1:30pm and left only at 4:30pm pretty proud of myself considering frm the fact that me and library never goes well together. Another record besides my sleeping beauty timing! Heheheheee to this girl whom me and penny can't stand, once and for all stop borrowing stuff frm others! pls! Ur bf is so rich get him to buy it for you instead of borrowing it from us and making us go all the way to go to ur flat to get them back from you! You should be the one giving it back to us instead! I just don't get it usually when you borrowing something from people you will walk over to their flat and return it to them personally. But hell no I have to walk in the rain to go to her flat and get it from her! Such an ass! I don't like her!

Friday, May 13, 2005

Was talking to penn yesterday, kinda realised that my heart might never heal and also might heal. But chances of healing are slim. A friend kept asking me wats my status now. I find that I still couldn't answer her that i'm single probably because the whole bunch of my ex classmate will start gossiping abt me. Penn told me I have choices, to tell them or don't. So these people fuck off! Leave me alone!

Here's something for today...
One day, a poor boy who was selling goods from door to door to pay for his hungry stomach, decided he would ask for a meal at the next house.On the way through school, he found he had only one thin dime left and he was very hungry. However, he lost his nerve when a lovely young woman opened the door. Instead of a meal he asked for a drink of water.The woman thought he looked hungry, so brought him a large glass of milk.He drank it slowly, and then asked, "How much do I owe you?" "You don't owe me anything," she replied. "Mother has taught us,never to accept pay for a kindness." He said....."Then I thank you from my heart."

Year's later that young woman became critically ill.The local doctors were baffled. They finally sent her to the big city, where they called in specialists to study her rare disease. Dr. Howard Kelly was called in for the consultation. When he heard the name of the town she came from, a strange light filled his eyes. Immediatelyhe rose and went down the hall of the hospital to her room.Dressed in his doctor's gown he went in to see her. He recognized her at once. He went back to the consultation room determined to do his best to save her life.

From that day he gave special attention to the case. After a long struggle, the battle was won. Dr. Kelly requested the business office to pass the final bill to him for approval.He looked at it, then wrote something on the edge and the bill was sent to her room.The woman feared opening it, for she was sure it would take the rest of her life to pay for it all.

Finally she looked, and something caught her attention on the side of the bill. She read these words....."Paid in full with one glass of milk." Signed, Dr.Howard Kelly.Tears of joy flooded her eyes as her happy heart prayed: Thank You,God, that Your love has spread abroad through human hearts and hands."Now you have two choices. You can send this page on and spread a positive message. Or ignore it and pretend it never touched your heart.

A SIMPLE INSPIRATIONTo fix a broken life, use the tools of the heart."

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Change my template...
Nice? this is the holiday I truly deserve. plus mummy I want my Gucci bag pls? If don't have the A4 paper size type i'll be happy with the small one :) My kettle spoiled damn have to waste money again to buy tomorrow at kmart. I'm already so poor lor. Next week is penn's bdae I can't wait!! Hehehe :) Jiu Ming arh!!!
Today I walked around in campus, like you know really a person with no direction not know where to turn left or right. Well to kill my boredom I'm going back to sg to buy every Sims game that there is. Then come back and start playing like crazy...

Oh ya kor kor this is the gucci I want....

Image hosted by Photobucket.com But probably very expensive lor

Image hosted by Photobucket.com Probably cost more than $1000

I suppose after dreaming, this is the one i'm end up with!!!!
Image hosted by Photobucket.com cos i converted to sing dollars it is about $660
Worse come to worse I'll end up with a tiny coach bag which I REALLY REALLY don't like!!!!
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