Writer's block

My friend lindie asked me what happened to your blog? Why has it become so dull with all the depressing issues? Well here's my answer firstly, the recent break up is still fresh on my mind so obviously I blog to so call 'ease the pain.' Secondly I find that my english language is going down hill which is a mystery to me cos I seriously have got no idea what has happened. I do remember when there was this time when our lecture Nasha gave me that hd for the essay on wicca and published it on the online weekly issue. Talking about that I until today I couldn't get hold of her to get the website probably it has been erased :( Hmm I wonder where she went. Perhaps the blame goes to this damn unit that I have taken in TMC. Ever since that unit I find that I'm not as fluent as before and couldn't express my thoughts as well. I guess you call this writers block. Now even simple sentence, will end up as broken english in my hands. Can someone pls help me with this damn problem?

*Blame the sun the moon the star and the wine, blame anything but not myself!*