The mama & papa blog

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Praying for little olive

Sometimes i get all moody n grumpy I guess its because of the hormone changes n stuff la. Sometimes i get nightmares that the same thing will happen again. Everyday when i wake up i will talk to little olive, 'mommy n papa loves you so does xiao bao, so pls be a good baby grow bigger everyday and we cant wait for you to come into this world!' Mama n papa promise we will love you and give u e best we can afford in life and give u unconditional love that you deserve.' I hope my baby will be safe, will be able to come into this world this time.

Friday, March 25, 2011

I'm pregnant again!

I've never felt more settled in my life then now, i finally understood my previous babies left. Because of my unsettled life and my unsettled business. When i miscarried in nov i didn't understand y god is so cruel to take my baby away. It turns out that a few months later the owner of my shop decided to play punk, raise my rent by 50%. So another shop is available, much much bigger and a fraction of the price of my previous shop so we decided to move in 3 days. After renovations, painting, moving and drilling non stop we finally settled in our new shop. Then I found out 2 days ago that I'm pregnant again!

Last december, out of desperation to find out y i miscarried the previous time, i turn to do the unthinkable. I decided to talk to this psychic. I asked 'will i ever have a healthy baby?' Here's her answer ' there is a lady spirit linking around you who is sending healing to you, wants you to know when the time is right you will have healthy kids, spirit shows me that in March 2011 you wil conceive and it will be a healthy full term pregnancy, which I feel that it is important for you to know. I am shown a baby boy from this conception and all is well during pregnancy, birth and labour. I see this pregnancy changes your outlook in life and alot of contentment shows for your path on 2011 and beyond."

This time, I know my baby will stay with me, and mom promises to love you forever and always.