You're truly tired of accepting others' lame excuses and listening politely while they natter on about themselves. Finally, you've realized that your time is far too valuable to spend making nice, even if it means you need to be alone for a while.
--libra 20 September 2005

So true man.. I have no time to be nice and i do not see the need of being nice anymore
yes... i'm a mean cow...

X:hello
me:heyy
long slience
me:wats up u didn't drop by just to say hello right?
long slience
X:eh ya erm was thinking of asking u out on a date tonight b4 u go back sg mah...
me: not in the mood
dead slience.....

I do admit i'm a mean cow... but hey think abt this if you have kena as much shit as i kena in ur 22 plus years of life u will become a mean cow like me. Lynn said that i've become a mean cow yes i am so? I had enough of the rubbish people given me, i'm ready to chew someone's neck off if he/she offends me in the slightest way. Don't know why i've become like that snaps easily perhaps i'm tired.. really tired. Thank god i'm going hm tomorrow i miss hm so much i get depress when i'm in perth i really really hate my life now, y so unfair put me through so much shit? all i wanted is happiness is it really that hard to attain? I know most of you probably thinks that i'm not make any sense now which is true also, i'm just so angry with my life i can't wait for the day when i kick the bucket. Just let me go, god i'm suffering i really am. i'm just not the happy me anymore.